Tuesday 30 December 2014

Gone Girl | Gillian Flynn


✴ . 5
In a nutshell, Gone Girl is bloody fucked up!

If we ever had to rank books on how high they were, I would have to say Gone Girl was on some new synthetic drug cause, bloody hell it was crazy. Here we go, this is gonna be a long one. Brace yo-selves. 

I psychically have no idea how to explain this book so here is the goodreads synopsis:

On a warm summer morning in North Carthage, Missouri, it is Nick and Amy Dunne's fifth wedding anniversary. Presents are being wrapped and reservations are being made when Nick's clever and beautiful wife disappears from their rented McMansion on the Mississippi River. Husband-of-the-Year Nick isn't doing himself any favors with cringe-worthy daydreams about the slope and shape of his wife's head, but passages from Amy's diary reveal the alpha-girl perfectionist could have put anyone dangerously on edge. 

 Under mounting pressure from the police and the media--as well as Amy's fiercely doting parents--the town golden boy parades an endless series of lies, deceits, and inappropriate behavior. Nick is oddly evasive, and he's definitely bitter--but is he really a killer? 
As the cops close in, every couple in town is soon wondering how well they know the one that they love. With his twin sister, Margo, at his side, Nick stands by his innocence. Trouble is, if Nick didn't do it, where is that beautiful wife? And what was in that silvery gift box hidden in the back of her bedroom closet?

Gone Girl is labelled as a psychological-thriller, mystery novel. Now this may intrigue many of you as it did me, but do not be fooled. If you’re slightly on edge about this then seriously don’t read it. This book is literarily amazing and fantastic, I applaud Gillian Flynn because it really was very well thought-out and with this being said I personally struggled to enjoy.

This review is sorta pointless because I believe that for the majority of people will think it's brilliant (and I think the idea of the book was brilliant) and give it 5/5 stars, which I understand. This book just wasn't my cup of tea. But I have to review book on how I felt, hence the 2.5.

Its very hard for me to review this book as it was very hard for me to read this book. I've decided it's a 2.5-3 FOR ME. I feel as though I should give it a 3/5 stars cause I mean the idea Ms Flynn had for this book was mind boggling and i-dont-know-how-one-comes-up-with-something-like-this-!!!

It's another case of: Its not the books its me.

It’s kind of a funny story….just the other day one of my very close friends described me and my blog/reviews as (and I quote) : ‘your reviews always remind me of that sort of person who like wears flowers in their hair and drinks tea and keeps a scrapbook’ so why would someone as said read such an odd book. I’m asking myself the same goddamn question.

Its another case of: Its not the books its me the only other time I've mentioned this is in my Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen review because it was the similar situation where many people would like the book but personally I did not.

SO MANY PEOPLE LOVE THIS BOOK and I understand why they did. I suffer from anxiety attacks/panic attacks and this book was just not something I should have been reading. I read this on a plane and planes already make me freak out because gravity and howww! So when I started reading this even though I was just reading the first half which was a bit toned down I was still 
uncomfortable.

It's partially my fault that I didn't look to see what this genre was properly. Like I didn't know that this was a psychological thriller, I thought it was just a mystery novel. There is a reason I don't read mystery books, (1) because I cannot contain myself to figuring out 'who did it?' (2) it spikes my panic attacks.

This book triggers...I don't know if many people say it but it does and it was probably the worst book in the sense that I had to put it down MULTIPLE times to contain myself from a panic attack. It deals with themes of obviously mystery, dysfunctional relationships, gore, rape, sex(not making love sex), mental attributes etc. I know many things can trigger people but I thought to just warn anyone who like me (very oblivious) who may want to read this. 

I have never read anything else by Gillian Flynn and that is another downfall to this review as I have nothing else to compare and her other works might be fantastic, I also don't think I want to read anything else by her....ever. Another case of: it’s not the book or author but me. I'm sure Ms Flynn is a wonderful person and a very unique writer.

This was probably the most difficult book to read in 2014 for me and I have no freaking clue why I chose to read this now when the year is coming to a close.

I tried so hard to read this book, you cant even fathom how much. After I got like halfway through the book I started to skip pages and skim through because I wanted to know what happens without all the painful details. You're probably wondering why I wouldn't just stop and put the book down for good but the thing is I got so far through I wanted to just finish it for myself and for this blog; to say that I read something I found hard to push through and accomplish. But unfortunately that's not how anxiety works.

This book made me very anxious and I honestly don't recommend this to people who may be squeamish to these themes or people who trigger very easily. I've read two psychological thrillers this year. The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer (reviewed that here)  and Gone Girl and I've decided that I should stop reading psychological thrillers and mysteries because it's literally bad for my health and wellbeing. This might sound like I’m being a pussy who can't take a bit of scare or whatever but I try very hard to be open to all books and I try to read them and it's just not happening and I don’t think it ever will. Psychological-thriller/mystery novels were never something I liked reading anyways.

The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer - another book with the prominent themes surrounding a psychological thriller - was 'alright' it was more tone down than Gone Girl. I don't think this book is flagged as adult but it feels like it should be! These characters (another thing I will get to) are in their mid-thirties.This book was mental and brilliant at the same time. I applaud Gillian Flynn for coming up with such an original book idea which is something you don't see much of these days.

Again I mostly read YA and not books like these so it was a tough start. I don't want to bash this book because I highly recommend this to people who are interested in this genre and the themes that follow. I just want to add a trigger warning as this book is intense. Gone Girl made me laugh and cry. In a perfect world where I didn't have panic attacks, yes, I probably would have enjoyed this more.

Gillian Flynn is a fantastic writer, I'm putting it out there now! She knows her way around words, she creates amazing semantic fields in her writing as well as her way of description. I have not read any of her other works as I've said before but this book did showcase Gillian Flynn's talent for writing. 

 I don't want to spoil so if you want to read this book and you haven't already, skip this paragraph as it might be a spoiler. Oh these characters were a handful. For one they ARE UNRELIABLE! I don't want to spoil as much of this book as it is a mystery, but another major thing I disliked about this book was the main character(s). Bloody hell this couple were painful to keep reading on with .These characters are VERY UNRELIABLE the book is very devious. Yes, alright I agree the main character -Nick- explains himself and his ways further into the book, but I don't understand how one is so fucking oblivious and just chill about the events in this book. It was so painful to read I had to keep putting this book down (im sure i put the book down more that 15 times throughout the 3 days I read it) to contain myself so I wouldn't like scream. Also for fucks sake, why you gotta cheat? Like reading that ordeal was actually painful for me. 

 Talk about dysfunctional relationships....if this book kept on going I think I would actually go insane. 

 This was truly insanely brilliant. Gillian Flynn, wow I don't even know how you came up with such an idea but congratulations on how well this book has done. 

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