* TOP 14 FAVOURITE BOOKS OF 2014 *

*excuse the mess

From top to bottom:

Legend by Marie Lu - my review here 

Noughts & Crosses by Malorie Blackman - my review here 

Ignite Me by Tahereh Mafi - my review here 

it by Alexa Chung - my review here 

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (yes, the whole series) by J.K Rowling - my review not really a review here 

Tiger Lily by Jodi Lynn Anderson - my review here 

Winger by Andrew Smith - my review here 

Landline by Rainbow Rowell - my review here 

Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo - my review here 

Lola and the Boy Next Door by Stephanie Perkins - my review here 

Angelfall Susan Ee 

Heir of Fire by Sarah J. Maas - my review here 

Scarlett (basically the whole of the Lunar Chronicles series) by Marissa Meyer - my review here 

City of Heavenly Fire by Cassandra Clare - my review here 

Most of these are books apart of a series or companion novels, they might be the second or third books and I have linked the goodreads pages and my reviews if I have one for them. 

I gave all these book (or most, I think) 5/5 stars because I loved them very much. 

My aim in 2014 was to read 50 books and I read a total of 65 and I'm pretty sure my goodreads aim for 2015 will probably be 70 books. You can follow me on goodreads here if you like. 

Also Happy (almost depending on where you are) New Year!

Have a fab 2015!

Gone Girl | Gillian Flynn

✴ . 5

In a nutshell, Gone Girl is bloody fucked up!

If we ever had to rank books on how high they were, I would have to say Gone Girl was on some new synthetic drug cause, bloody hell it was crazy. Here we go, this is gonna be a long one. Brace yo-selves. 

I psychically have no idea how to explain this book so here is the goodreads synopsis:

On a warm summer morning in North Carthage, Missouri, it is Nick and Amy Dunne's fifth wedding anniversary. Presents are being wrapped and reservations are being made when Nick's clever and beautiful wife disappears from their rented McMansion on the Mississippi River. Husband-of-the-Year Nick isn't doing himself any favors with cringe-worthy daydreams about the slope and shape of his wife's head, but passages from Amy's diary reveal the alpha-girl perfectionist could have put anyone dangerously on edge. 

Under mounting pressure from the police and the media--as well as Amy's fiercely doting parents--the town golden boy parades an endless series of lies, deceits, and inappropriate behavior. Nick is oddly evasive, and he's definitely bitter--but is he really a killer? 
As the cops close in, every couple in town is soon wondering how well they know the one that they love. With his twin sister, Margo, at his side, Nick stands by his innocence. Trouble is, if Nick didn't do it, where is that beautiful wife? And what was in that silvery gift box hidden in the back of her bedroom closet?

Gone Girl is labelled as a psychological-thriller, mystery novel. Now this may intrigue many of you as it did me, but do not be fooled. If you’re slightly on edge about this then seriously don’t read it. This book is literarily amazing and fantastic, I applaud Gillian Flynn because it really was very well thought-out and with this being said I personally struggled to enjoy.

This review is sorta pointless because I believe that for the majority of people will think it's brilliant (and I think the idea of the book was brilliant) and give it 5/5 stars, which I understand. This book just wasn't my cup of tea. But I have to review book on how I felt, hence the 2.5.

Its very hard for me to review this book as it was very hard for me to read this book. I've decided it's a 2.5-3 FOR ME. I feel as though I should give it a 3/5 stars cause I mean the idea Ms Flynn had for this book was mind boggling and i-dont-know-how-one-comes-up-with-something-like-this-!!!

It's another case of: Its not the books its me.

It’s kind of a funny story….just the other day one of my very close friends described me and my blog/reviews as (and I quote) : ‘your reviews always remind me of that sort of person who like wears flowers in their hair and drinks tea and keeps a scrapbook’ so why would someone as said read such an odd book. I’m asking myself the same goddamn question.

Its another case of: Its not the books its me the only other time I've mentioned this is in my Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen review because it was the similar situation where many people would like the book but personally I did not.

SO MANY PEOPLE LOVE THIS BOOK and I understand why they did. I suffer from anxiety attacks/panic attacks and this book was just not something I should have been reading. I read this on a plane and planes already make me freak out because gravity and howww! So when I started reading this even though I was just reading the first half which was a bit toned down I was still 

uncomfortable.

It's partially my fault that I didn't look to see what this genre was properly. Like I didn't know that this was a psychological thriller, I thought it was just a mystery novel. There is a reason I don't read mystery books, (1) because I cannot contain myself to figuring out 'who did it?' (2) it spikes my panic attacks.

This book triggers...I don't know if many people say it but it does and it was probably the worst book in the sense that I had to put it down MULTIPLE times to contain myself from a panic attack. It deals with themes of obviously mystery, dysfunctional relationships, gore, rape, sex(not making love sex), mental attributes etc. I know many things can trigger people but I thought to just warn anyone who like me (very oblivious) who may want to read this. 

I have never read anything else by Gillian Flynn and that is another downfall to this review as I have nothing else to compare and her other works might be fantastic, I also don't think I want to read anything else by her....ever. Another case of: it’s not the book or author but me. I'm sure Ms Flynn is a wonderful person and a very unique writer.

This was probably the most difficult book to read in 2014 for me and I have no freaking clue why I chose to read this now when the year is coming to a close.

I tried so hard to read this book, you cant even fathom how much. After I got like halfway through the book I started to skip pages and skim through because I wanted to know what happens without all the painful details. You're probably wondering why I wouldn't just stop and put the book down for good but the thing is I got so far through I wanted to just finish it for myself and for this blog; to say that I read something I found hard to push through and accomplish. But unfortunately that's not how anxiety works.

This book made me very anxious and I honestly don't recommend this to people who may be squeamish to these themes or people who trigger very easily. I've read two psychological thrillers this year. The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer (reviewed that here)  and Gone Girl and I've decided that I should stop reading psychological thrillers and mysteries because it's literally bad for my health and wellbeing. This might sound like I’m being a pussy who can't take a bit of scare or whatever but I try very hard to be open to all books and I try to read them and it's just not happening and I don’t think it ever will. Psychological-thriller/mystery novels were never something I liked reading anyways.

The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer - another book with the prominent themes surrounding a psychological thriller - was 'alright' it was more tone down than Gone Girl. I don't think this book is flagged as adult but it feels like it should be! These characters (another thing I will get to) are in their mid-thirties.This book was mental and brilliant at the same time. I applaud Gillian Flynn for coming up with such an original book idea which is something you don't see much of these days.

Again I mostly read YA and not books like these so it was a tough start. I don't want to bash this book because I highly recommend this to people who are interested in this genre and the themes that follow. I just want to add a trigger warning as this book is intense. Gone Girl made me laugh and cry. In a perfect world where I didn't have panic attacks, yes, I probably would have enjoyed this more.

Gillian Flynn is a fantastic writer, I'm putting it out there now! She knows her way around words, she creates amazing semantic fields in her writing as well as her way of description. I have not read any of her other works as I've said before but this book did showcase Gillian Flynn's talent for writing. 

I don't want to spoil so if you want to read this book and you haven't already, skip this paragraph as it might be a spoiler. Oh these characters were a handful. For one they ARE UNRELIABLE! I don't want to spoil as much of this book as it is a mystery, but another major thing I disliked about this book was the main character(s). Bloody hell this couple were painful to keep reading on with .These characters are VERY UNRELIABLE the book is very devious. Yes, alright I agree the main character -Nick- explains himself and his ways further into the book, but I don't understand how one is so fucking oblivious and just chill about the events in this book. It was so painful to read I had to keep putting this book down (im sure i put the book down more that 15 times throughout the 3 days I read it) to contain myself so I wouldn't like scream. Also for fucks sake, why you gotta cheat? Like reading that ordeal was actually painful for me. 

Talk about dysfunctional relationships....if this book kept on going I think I would actually go insane. 

This was truly insanely brilliant. Gillian Flynn, wow I don't even know how you came up with such an idea but congratulations on how well this book has done. 

p.s

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Attachments | Rainbow Rowell

✴ ✴ ✴ ✴ . 5

Yes, I know my 'book-tripod' holding up Attachments consists of an array of odd books. I am aware. Nevermind them...stop looking at them and look at Attachments because it doesn't completely display how cute the book is compared to how it made me feel. 

I try to keep the reviews on my blog strictly young adult with a few exceptions and Rainbow Rowell is one of them. This is an Adult, Contemporary novel although it can totally be read by Y/A readers so don't worry about that. Rainbow Rowell's books can all be read by the same audiences (Y/A and Adult/New Adult) even though she writes both adult and young adult. Rainbow Rowell is one of my favourite authors ever! I love literally everything she writes; I can now officially say that I have read all the books she has released so far and I cannot wait for what more she has to come. 

*clears throat* Attachments is set in the year 1999 where the internet is still an oddity. It follows 28 (i think) year old Lincoln, a shy IT guy responsible for monitoring peoples email, just to see that it's all professional and no one is emailing about how they have just adopted another cat or what they had for lunch. As well as Lincoln, at the newspaper office, two colleagues: Beth and Jennifer are emailing back and forth discussing their lives humorously and instead of sending them both warnings about the nature of their emails, he rather spends his hours reading every single exchange. The more Lincoln gets invested in their emails, the more he sees himself falling for one of them. A very heartwarming story about following your heart and finding out if there is a such thing as love before first sight. *squeals* 

If you're not familiar with Rainbow Rowell's works, I will recommend you some:

*...In another edition of Fiona recommends you...* 

Fangirl (I reviewed this here.)
Eleanor and Park (read this ages ago so no review :( but I did enjoy it and it was very heartwarming.)
Landline (my all time favourite by her and I reviewed this here.)
and of course Attachments (this is the review...)
She also did a short story in the Twelve Holiday Stories called My True Love Gave To Me.

I have also realised that in EVERY SINGLE RAINBOW ROWELL BOOK I CRY MY EYES OUT! THIS IS A MONSTROSITY but I still adore her books. It's a recurring theme and I've come to embrace it. 

So here's the sitch, my lovely, beautiful, wonderful friend Tess lent this to me and I cannot thank her enough for that (you can follow her on tumblr here) and she lent this to me on my birthday back in October....and it has taken me almost three months to get to it which is horrible but I've read it and now I will share. 

Rainbow Rowell has a way with words; building characters and her amazing sense of capturing love and what it feels like in her books. She is truly a terrific writer and I'd read anything she ever wrote! Her writing is filled with humour and at the same time you never want to stop reading; that's why every time I finish her books I feel as thought THEY ARE NOT FINISHED because I want more. She is a very flexible writer in the sense that her characters in each book she writes are really different to each other, the only thing she really keeps the same throughout all her books is the link to Omaha (Nebraska) is in literally all her books (but that's where she's lives so...) Her characters are filled with compassion and are always very funny you can't help but get attached (see what I did there....ha.....h...a....) and feel for these characters. Maybe that's why her books coax the waterworks back for most people. There is an emotional aspect in her books although there is always, somewhat a happy ending. There just has to be. 

I still feel as though Landline is my favourite and that's only because it was the book I most related towards and felt all nice & mushy on the inside. Not that I'm in my mid-twenties and am married with two kids but the ordeal that this couple go through in that book is just....*sighs*....very cute. Read it. Did I mention I had a review on that here? Well I do! It's here. Don't get me wrong, I did love Attachments but I didn't love it as much as Landline (ya feel? hence the 4.5) and I felt as though there could be more in Attachments as I thought it was quite abrupt and slightly obscure. But I still felt all nice & mushy. 

I've also been in a reading slump for a month and this is a fabulous 'pick-me-up'. 

Seriously read her books! You won't regret it. 

Cress #3 | Marissa Meyer

this is a very old photo i took like in april or something like that

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This is the third book in the Lunar Chronicle series by Marissa Meyer and I know I've never reviewed a book by her on my blog and that's because I read the first two books: Cinder and Scarlet before I made this blog, however I do have a review (more like me trying to review) of Scarlet on my goodreads and I'll link it here. In order to understand the premiss of the series and this review if you haven't read the first two books, I think you should look at the goodreads pages I've linked above as you can then read the synopsis of the each book, even though this is a spoiler free review....it is the third book....and you have been warned. 

Seriously though, get on this series if you haven't already, these books get better as you read on and get more invested in the series and characters. Marissa Meyer is a phenomenal writer! I have no idea why it took me so long to finally get to this as I finished Cinder and Scarlet around the first couple of months of 2014 and I waited this long to read this book...I have no idea why. Like this was amazing, what is wrong with me. Winter (the fourth instalment of this series) might just be my most anticipated book of 2015, as of right now. 

Nevertheless, the books I have read from Marissa Meyer have been fantastic and I've given them all 5/5 stars because -omg-she-is-amazing-and-her-books-are-like-also-amazing-and-I-love-her-!!!-. 

The Lunar Chronicle's is a Young Adult, Fantasy series. Don't be frightened by the fantasy as it's no Game of Thrones or Throne of Glass but it's very well built and put together. I would definitely recommend this series to people who are just starting to get into fantasy or if you just want a good fantasy read.  

I will paste the goodreads synopsis of Cress here for people who have the read the first two books or for anyone curious, although if you have not yet started on this series, go look at the Cinder synopsis (these books are phenomenal!)

In this third book in the Lunar Chronicles, Cinder and Captain Thorne are fugitives on the run, now with Scarlet and Wolf in tow. Together, they’re plotting to overthrow Queen Levana and her army.
 
Their best hope lies with Cress, a girl imprisoned on a satellite since childhood who's only ever had her netscreens as company. All that screen time has made Cress an excellent hacker. Unfortunately, she’s just received orders from Levana to track down Cinder and her handsome accomplice.
When a daring rescue of Cress goes awry, the group is separated. Cress finally has her freedom, but it comes at a high price. Meanwhile, Queen Levana will let nothing prevent her marriage to Emperor Kai. Cress, Scarlet, and Cinder may not have signed up to save the world, but they may be the only hope the world has.

These book are renditions of fairytales, for example the first book: Cinder is about Cinderella who is half cyborg. I don't know if that intrigues you or if you're running away right not but damn son I was hitting that up! 

The Lunar Chronicle's consist of (in order from first to last):

Cinder #1
Scarlet #2
Cress #3
Winter #4 (yet to be released)

As I mentioned before they are sorta, kinda like fairytale retellings but not exactly. You would have to read them to understand as Cinder is Cinderella who is half human half cyborg, Scarlet is Little Red Riding Hood, Cress is Rapunzel and Winter is Snow White. 

There are many things I love about this series but one thing I adore the most is how memorable these characters are and how relatable they can me. These books get better and better as they continue with another instalment and it's absolutely fantastic; each book has a new 'main' character, for example in Cinder, Cinder was the main character. In Scarlet, Scarlet was the main character, however in Scarlet, Cinder was still present and is still incorporated. Once we get to Cress...Cress is the main character along with Cinder and Scarlet and everyone they have met and it just becomes epic! They are like companion novel to each other but not like the Anna and the French Kiss books where the other characters make 'book cameos'. In the Lunar Chronicles everyone you meet becomes a large part of the book and follows all the main characters in third person. I seriously hope this makes sense.

I feel as though this book was so far the best. Like I said above the books get better as you read on and I can only imagine how awesome Winter will be when it comes out. Out of the three protagonist we have had the pleasure of meeting, I've related so much with Cress and it was quite emotional as she was basically me...in a book. I mean I'm no pro at hacking and I haven't been prisoner in a satellite but her personality and the way her mind works is much to mine and that made it so much more emotional because when she was upset I was upset. It was an emotional roller coaster.

Here is a tweet I remember tweeting yesterday when I was extremely sleep deprived and practically drooling on the book:

Oh yeah...how rude of me, now you can follow me on twitter @fionajadex you won't regret it *winks*. 

I believe that there are a couple of novellas in between these books, the one I'm most familiar with is Fairest (coming out around the beginning of 2015 I believe) which is a prequel follows the backstory of the 'evil' Queen Levana (which I believe is the Evil Queen in Snow White). Not to mention all these covers are breathtaking! 

Happy Holidays!

Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah (even though it's over), Happy almost Kwanzaa or whatever you celebrate! I hope you have a lovely one and even if you don't celebrate anything I hope you're having a fantastic day a cosy winter (summer if you're down under) and a fabulous last few days of 2014!  

Music that I recommend TO JAM OUT TO BECAUSE IT'S FLIPPING FANTASTIC *make the most of the last few days of 2014 guys, even if you're just belching songs* :

FKA Twiggs (tbh anything by her)
Nicki Minaj's new album The Pink Print - guys there are some emotional songs on there and it's a brilliant album.
One Direction - 'FOUR' if you're into it.
Sam Smith, Sam Smith, Sam Smith, Sam Smith, Sam Smith, Sam Smith, Sam Smith...
Youth Lagoon.
Taylor Swift *1989* it's a lovely album and has great tunes to get into the New Year with.
Beyonce...!!!
Meghan Trainor - YES, she has more songs than just All About That Bass and her full album is coming out in Jan or Feb.
BREAKING NEWS: FALL OUT BOY HAS NEW MUSIC and it's bloody amazing!
Ed Sheeran cause Ed Sheeran.
Bastille and Arctic Monkeys....anyone else you love, there is probably many I don't have time to mention but I hope you jam out to some of these.

I wish you all a very fabulous year ahead. 
I hope you guys are all surrounded by people you love and people who love you, even if you're not or you're not close to your family, listen to some good music and just be happy. 
Everything will get better. 
Stay safe. 
x

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows | J.K Rowling

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Oh, how I'm gonna miss this series now that I've finished.

People say Harry Potter is their childhood and I agree, I mean these books are for any age, they never get old. 

I've read all seven throughout the year and given all 5/5 stars, but I have not reviewed them, not here. Why?......cause it's Harry Potter.....what is there to review! 

But as this year is coming to a close and this is the seventh; final book I though I might make a post and reminisce. The nostalgia is real. 

Lets first address this beautiful edition of the final book I have. This book was originally around £66 but I got it at a bargain price of £6. !!!!!!!. I'm not over this. I was at a friends place and she has a local bookstore nearby and they were having a sale on ALREADY BARGAINED PRICED BOOKS. I then went into my normal bookstore and saw that this was originally a whopping 66 pounds and this edition is so pretty! I did not get over this for like a month. It's a proper hardback with beautiful gold rimmed pages. 

You might be wondering why I have labelled pages with stickies. I did this because I want to put into perspective the deaths that occurred in this book compared to the other six books (also because it was fun). The rest of the Harry Potter series up until this book have legit, barley anyone dying but as we proceed toward the end of the series the death toll picks up. 

Also I didn't cry! I mean I probably would have but I already knew everyone who died and that might have been a factor to why I didn't cry. But I did tear up at Dobby. He was a wonderful elf. Also these books have been out for more that 10+ years so I think most people have extensive knowledge and if you don't and I have spoiled....sorry but 10+ years bruh! Get on it! 

This isn't a review... There isn't anything to review, I should have probably said this first but, any-who these books are great and you should really read them. 

After each book I've read I watched the movie for it and I have no regrets! The movies are absolutely fantastic. Emma Watson, Rupert Grint, Daniel Radcliffe, Evanna Lynch, Mathew Lewis and many more and just amazing and I love them all. 

I'm gonna miss this series as now it's ended ALL OVER AGAIN. I'm probably going to re-read them next year. I can't help myself. 

All was well. 

December.

I'm alive. 

Like seriously I didn't like give up on this blog or like decide to travel the world. But a lot and I mean A LOT has happened since my hiatus. Ferguson, Palestine, Mexico, Hong Kong, Thailand, more recently Sydney, Pakistan and many more and it's like a harrowing tragedy after another. I didn't feel in the mood in the midst of all these horrific events to be posting and reading anything really; I just felt that it was very tone deaf and could be held for another time. 

I was hoping that 2014 would be a fantastic year for myself as I was recovering and trying to find/understand myself more. I created this blog to document my reading journey, if you will. I was too focused on a relationship I have with a very lovely person whilst trying to focus on my studies whilst coping with social anxiety. I realised that there was a time and place for a relationship and right now at this time and place I didn't need that; I needed to help myself better in order to feel better. I'm glad I've overcome so much but a lot of  tragic incidents were littered through this year, I kept everyone affected in my thoughts and I hope right now that the people in Pakistan, Sydney are holding strong and everyone is staying safe.  Not just those, but everyone and everything else that has affected many, I hope you are safe. 

It wasn't just that these issues where going on and it was honestly so frightening to see this happen, but in the midst of this havoc I was going through some important exams and that consumed most of my time. I haven't read anything for the whole of November (apart from one book at the beginning of the month) and that is why there was no November tbr or wrap up. I don't think many people actually read this but more so for my documented thoughts and for that reason I didn't think I needed to rapidly update.  

Christmas/Hanukah is near and any other traditions you may celebrate are coming close as well as another year. I may or may not do a '2014 books I read' but then again very tone deaf and I would prefer to address all this first. 

If you care, I am currently reading/trying to finish Deathly Hallows and I have just about 90 or so pages left. I don't really have a tbr for this month and I'm more or less just going with it. If you would like to know what I am reading/any updates I will just link my goodreads and twitter. 

I hope you are all well and take care. 

Please keep all these people affected in your thoughts and prayers. 

Send love. 

x 

Daughter of Smoke and Bone | Laini Taylor

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 Once upon a time, an angel and a devil fell in love. It did not end well. 

*got me camera back and the photos look fab again, also my kangaroo in the back looks demonic...

Compared to everything else I've been reading lately this is a very 'out of the sort' books that I ended up picking to read, the only reason I did this was because I was somehow, very compelled to pick it up and delve into the story. 

'Around the world, black handprints are appearing on doorways, scorched there by winged strangers who have crept through a slit in the sky.
In a dark and dusty shop, a devil’s supply of human teeth grows dangerously low.
And in the tangled lanes of Prague, a young art student is about to be caught up in a brutal otherwordly war.
Meet Karou. She fills her sketchbooks with monsters that may or may not be real, she’s prone to disappearing on mysterious "errands", she speaks many languages - not all of them human - and her bright blue hairactually grows out of her head that color. Who is she? That is the question that haunts her, and she’s about to find out.
When beautiful, haunted Akiva fixes fiery eyes on her in an alley in Marrakesh, the result is blood and starlight, secrets unveiled, and a star-crossed love whose roots drink deep of a violent past. But will Karou live to regret learning the truth about herself?'

Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor is a Young Adult Fantasy trilogy. I'm gonna put it out there that this is not for everyone and I'm pretty sure only a third of people will enjoy this book to it's fullest. The reason for this would be because most people won't be too familiar with fantasy and this book is fantasy fantasy; it's not easy to read if you've never read fantasy and I would not recommended this as your first.

It was difficult for myself to get into (also I read lots and LOTS of fantasy) and I tried my best to slowly ease myself so I wouldn't be too confused. Laini Taylor its a phenomenal writer! The writing is so fluid and its a mix between poetry and humour, it's all just very beautiful, the way she describes *falls* it's truly wonderful. When I say poetry I don't mean - Tahereh Mafi Shatter Me - poetryishness. 

People have told me and I have also read in a couple of reviews that the first book might not be everyones cup of tea but you just HAVE to give the second one a whirl and you'll start to love it more. Now, I didn't LOVE the first book but I;m gonna read the second one because I have it and if there is a possibility it might be a fantastic read, what the hell! There is also this thing going around where 250 pages in there is a plot twist and basically the plot gets twisted and you either enjoy the plot twist or it ruins the book for you. 

If you're someone who loved the first book and the whole series, honestly, good for you. I'm glad some people absolutely drool over this series because it's a fantastic read, just not up my ally.

You're probably wondering whether I liked it or not, right? Lemme just put it out there that I recall absolutely adoring every single page till the 250/260 mark and that's when it went all whooshy and some stuff happens. I didn't enjoy the pages after that very much at all, however the few chapter towards the end it picked up again and I ended the book feeling accomplished. I have no idea how I flew through that not too flustered.

I guess you could say I would recommend this to people who have read a bit of fantasy and enjoy that genre. I can't make a proper decision right now because it would only make sense after I read the second book to actually decided my feelings for this.

Magnolia | Kristi Cook

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Sorry about the crappy pics guys, my dad has my proper camera and I'm using my phone for now.  

I actually read this in October and this was the last book I read in that month but it has taken me a very long time to review it. (1) because I was in Japan for a holiday, (2) I wasn't in the mood to read/review, (3) I was sick with hay-fever for a week or so, (4) I'm lazy as f$*%. 

I didn't have an urge to review this at all and that may be another reason as the book was alright; nothing special. I enjoyed it and that's about it. It definitely wasn't what I was expecting! I thought it would be cliche as hell and I would just hate it. In a turn of events I actually didn't hate it and it wasn't cliche, cheesy? maybe but not cliche. 

There aren't enough books where school and uni/college aspects are dealt properly whereas Kristi Cook did a fab job in re-creating the mood of senior year and the stress that teens go through. It's always the most straight forward things you never see in a y/a contemporary. I actually cry every time! Why can't authors create contemporaries where it's some what realistic with periods, school, stress, exams and not filled with insta-love? It's obviously not what everyone goes through and it's not a perfect representation but I respect the fact that she included the issues at hand in senior year. 

'In Magnolia Branch, Mississippi, the Cafferty and Marsden families are southern royalty. Neighbours since the Civil War, the families have shared vacations, holidays, backyard barbecues, and the overwhelming desire to unite their two clans by marriage. So when a baby boy and girl were born to the families at the same time, the perfect opportunity seemed to have finally arrived.

Jemma Cafferty and Ryder Marsden have no intention of giving in to their parents’ wishes. They’re only seventeen, for goodness’ sake, not to mention that one little problem: They hate each other! Jemma can’t stand Ryder’s nauseating golden-boy persona, and Ryder would like nothing better than to pretend stubborn Jemma doesn’t exist.

But when a violent storm ravages Magnolia Branch, it unearths Jemma’s and Ryder’s true feelings for each other as the two discover that the line between love and hate may be thin enough to risk crossing over.'

Magnolia is a young-adult contemporary. It's a very southern book (southern bells holler). It's located in Mississippi and I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO VISIT THERE. I just really want to go to Mississippi sometime in the future, it's really pretty. Southern accents are v cool as well. The things they said in this book and the way they said them at times were just hilarious, the dialogue was epic. I remember laughing lots n lots, most of the time I was laughing at how cheesy it was and because I'm a sucker for romance. bYE!

I found myself all through the book wondering how it was going to end, only because it's one of those novels where the guy and the girl hate each other but then the like get together, I don't think that's much of a spoiler because it's said in the blurb and come on! Where could it possible go if it's a contemporary? Yes cliche but it motherofgod there were some  crayyzeee plot twists; you never really knew what to expect. Although I've read enough fanfic to know where it was going, however there are times where I was like 'what is happening' there are some intense moments in this book and in the end it all adds up. 

The characters are loveable and refreshing, it's a good quickie. Perfect for read-a-thons or a great book to get over another book. It's a really cute book. Sorry for the late review (I am indeed alive and have not died, yet) I will be trying to catch up on some of the other review I have. 

1 5.

My debut as a 15 year old.

Turning 15 isn't all that bad! (I can hear all the 30 year olds groaning). The second I turned 15 I literally blasted Welcome To New York by t-swift and I don't really listen to her music but this was just happening and I wasn't complaining. I had sort of a birthday weekend, so I spent the whole of Saturday (a day before my birthday) with my family/family friends which was very fun. We had a barbecue and gazed at the sea, it was pretty. On Sunday the 26th it was my actual birthday and I spent most of the day with my besties. I cannot thank them enough for all the presents (mostly books ✿◕‿◕✿) and the 'you're not that old shut up' remarks. I love you guys. I had a lovely day. If you live in America or places similar you guys are a whole day behind us so right now it's Sunday night and in America it's probably Sunday morning. I don't even know, it's all very weird. 

thankyou everyone who sent me messages on my tumblr and also my fam/friends i love you. 

Lola and the Boy Next Door | Stephanie Perkins

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Again, don't worry I hate the editing too, bare with, I'm hella sleep deprived.

Would you hate me if I said I preferred this book to Anna and the French Kiss? Even if you did I wouldn't care too much. I can like what I want tooOOoooOOOOooOOO......Send help.

'Lola Nolan is a budding costume designer, and for her, the more outrageous, sparkly, and fun the outfit, the better. And everything is pretty perfect in her life (right down to her hot rocker boyfriend) until the Bell twins, Calliope and Cricket, return to the neighbourhood. When Cricket, a gifted inventor, steps out from his twin sister's shadow and back into Lola's life, she must finally reconcile a lifetime of feelings for the boy next door.'

It's raining as I write this review and I don't think I've ever mentioned Autumn is my favourite season and October is my favourite month. The weather does that thing where its slightly cold but not too cold and leaves fall, I get to wear more jumpers and leggings, more tea (cued Englishness) and hot chocolate I don't drink much coffee. More red/burgundy/rebel-ish lipsticks and boots, I'll have you know I have indisputably 1099584357348959438592894 pairs of boots. October is my 'birthday month' and Halloween is Halloween. I get to wear scary stuff without it being weird, not that it would ever stop me but walking around with a pseudo bullet in my head would be a wee bit strange.

Lola and the Boy Next Door is a young-adult, contemporary. I gave both books a five star rating so it's not so much the writing or the plot but the fact I related to Lola so much more. Don't get me wrong, I adored Anna in it's own special way and Lola in another. Similar to how I love Etienne for Etienne and Cricket for Cricket even though they are totally opposite people. Look at me making so much sense!

These books are such fast reads it's actually unbelievable! I started reading Lola two nights ago thinking I would get a few chapters in but that didn't happen and I ended up reading practically almost the whole book. I then proceeded to finish it the next morning because lolaandcricket. I had a guy over that night and he thought I was crazy - "I swear every time I look up it's like you've whizzed twenty pages or something!" I blew his mind.

I said in my Anna and the French Kiss review that there are so many reason why teens (including me) love Stephanie Perkins, from her writing to the way she captures the essence of 'love' in her books. I also said that all her characters are so relatable and that's another reason people love it. I personally related to Lola more than Anna which I did explain in my Anna review. So read that if you wanna.

Also in my Anna and the French Kiss review I explained how the books work, as they are all companion novels to each other, Anna being the first. I also explained that in Lola we would get book cameos of Anna and Etienne, as well as in Isla. Basically I explain everything concisely in my Anna review.

The one thing I disliked about this book but didn't over-think and give it a 4 star rating was something I just thought was totally and utterly unnecessary. Lola, at the beginning of the book has a long-term boyfriend who is kind, caring and an all round lovely boyfriend who then has to turn into a jerk/dick for Lola to 'understand' and for it to be okay for her to then break up with him. It could have been written better and just thought out better. It was very unnecessary because I did like his character and it was a shame he turned into a jackass.

I don't think I've ever met someone who read Anna and the French kiss but disliked Lola. In a particular case, my friend Tess, like me enjoyed/preferred the book Lola to Anna. All Stephanie Perkins books are warm fuzzies and make you feel so fjsdafdskafjkdasjfkds and you just wanna explode cause of the overwhelming cuteness. I highly, highly recommend her books!!! Seriously!

I still yet have to read Isla and Happily Ever After but I assure you I will and I will review it. Just soooooocuteeeee.